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Author Archives: C. M. Condo
lucky
First, my apologies for being off the grid for a while. Big Daddy Ape once told me never to spoil an apology with an excuse, so I won’t. Earlier this year, maybe three or four months ago, I officially came … Continue reading
closed
Filip Kominik Don’t expect people to remember you have autism or realize what it entails. Most people, even those you might consider colleagues or professionals who received an advanced education in an area like psychology or social work, will have … Continue reading
Posted in Book Two - Mind, Setting 2
Tagged actuallyautistic, anger, ASD, Aspergers, autism, effort, good intentions
4 Comments
eating my lunch
It was a simple story, testing the global coherence abilities of those on the spectrum. The story talked about a character wanting to decorate a bare wall. She goes to look for a painting, but can’t find one she likes. … Continue reading
Posted in Book Two - Mind, Setting 2
Tagged actuallyautistic, ASD, Aspergers, autism, coherence, neurotypical
2 Comments
sound and fury
At some point, this will end. Nothing lasts forever. It will stop. It will. Yesterday, I sat through an hour and a half of torture. And I knew I had to write about it, even though there seemed no way … Continue reading
Posted in Book Two - Mind, Setting 2
Tagged actuallyautistic, Aspergers, autism, experience, overstimulation
1 Comment
introversial
Mark Oppenheimer, in “How to raise an extroverted child in a world that loves introverts,” (Washington Post) claims that we operate in a society that values introversion over extroversion. He has the audacity to say that “there is definitely something … Continue reading
Posted in Book Two - Mind, Setting 2
Tagged actuallyautistic, anti-social, ASD, Aspergers, extrovert, introvert
3 Comments
two and one
Photo by Jenna Hamra Normally, the holiday season fills me with a sense of joy, peace, and hope. I love everything about Christmas; the decorations, the traditions, the music, and especially the Christmas story. I very much relate to the … Continue reading
Posted in Book Two - Mind, Setting 2
Tagged actuallyautistic, Aspergers, austism, disability, learning, self love
1 Comment
directions
I had a doctor’s appointment last week. When I approached the office front door, there was a handwritten sign indicating the lobby was closed for repairs, and that I was to use the second entrance on the right. I stared … Continue reading
Posted in Setting 2
Tagged actuallyautistic, ASD, Aspergers, autism, life or death, unique, usefulness, work
3 Comments
one who cares
I had the privilege of attending the National Science Writers Conference this weekend, which was conveniently about a forty minute drive from where I live. The membership heavily tilts toward science journalists, but theoretically includes anyone in the science communication field, and … Continue reading
Posted in Book Two - Mind, Setting 2
Tagged actuallyautistic, Aspergers, graduate student, misinformation, plain language, science, science writing
3 Comments
placeno
“The chronic pain placebo responders also were emotionally self-aware, sensitive to painful situations and mindful of their environment.” – Science Daily Sugar pills relieve pain for chronic pain patients: Placebo benefits can be predicted by brain anatomy and psychological traits … Continue reading
Posted in Book Two - Mind, Setting 2
Tagged actuallyautistic, acupuncture, chronic pain, pain, placebo, woo
1 Comment
safe
I did not realize it until I was in my early forties, but I do not enjoy fireworks. There is nothing about the experience that is pleasant to me in any way. While others may delight in the celebratory aspect … Continue reading
Posted in Book Two - Mind, Setting 1
Tagged actuallyautistic, anxiety, ASD, Asperger, autism, fear
3 Comments