Tag Archives: chronic pain

concrete and clay

Posted on April 5, 2014 by C. M. Condo

Soft, warm clay. That’s what I have, under my right scapula, where a knot of tendons and muscles used to reside. A fist-sized area of unresponsive, but still living, tissue. It’s not simply that I don’t have pain under my … Continue reading →

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punc’d

Posted on April 4, 2014 by C. M. Condo

People need to stop – really, really, stop – asking me if I’ve tried acupuncture. If I had a nickel for every person who, etc., etc. Acupuncture, as well as reiki, reflexology, chakra alignment, and all other forms of “energy” … Continue reading →

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quiet

Posted on April 3, 2014 by C. M. Condo

I awoke this afternoon from a midday nap to total quiet. It was the kind of quiet that is so empty, you can hear the high-pitched, whispered whine that your ears register when nothing louder than air bends the hairs in … Continue reading →

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ablate, ablated, ablation

Posted on April 3, 2014 by C. M. Condo

ablation |əˈblāSHən|  noun.  The removal of material from the surface of an object by vaporization, chipping, or other erosive processes. In medicine, the surgical removal of body tissue. Today, I am going in for a nerve ablation. Interestingly, despite what … Continue reading →

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imaginary conversation with my local pharmacy

Posted on April 2, 2014 by C. M. Condo

Hi there. My name is T.G. Ape. I suffer from chronic pain. You probably know me – I’m on a first name basis with most of the pharmacists and staff. Yep, that’s right, 0104, that’s me. I’ve been picking up … Continue reading →

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how bad is it, really?

Posted on April 1, 2014 by C. M. Condo

It’s hard to imagine what it’s like to be in pain all of the time before it happens. Having a parent suffering from chronic pain, I tried, many times, and failed. It was as though my mind was unwilling to … Continue reading →

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maybe it’s all my fault…

Posted on March 31, 2014 by C. M. Condo

Adapted from a F***book post on March 25, 2014 Woman Takes on her Pain with English Channel Swim This. pisses. me. off. I do not mean in any way to diminish the achievements of this woman who has lived in … Continue reading →

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first post

Posted on March 31, 2014 by C. M. Condo

On the morning of October 21, 2013, I woke up with so much pain in my neck and right shoulder that I could not turn my head.  A sharp, pulsating, burning menace had overtaken the entire upper right quadrant of … Continue reading →

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